LOG II:: Flashback. Summer Texts. {Jehan, Courfeyrac.}

[holdmyflowerbaby]

{DAY 32}

Hey, it's been a while, you. Summer's nearly over, huh? Any exciting last minute plans, feelings on how your summer's gone on the whole? Excited to return? (I bet not, LOL.)

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[ohmyyy]

... The point isn't to be humiliating, no. :( I just wanted to dress you up for a day...

[ Biting his lip and tapping the side of his phone a few long moments while he contemplated how to answer that. ]

I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you, but I promise it has nothing to do with how attractive or lovely you are, because there's no question of that - you're definitely the most beautiful person inside and out whom I've ever been with.

I just don't think I'm built for it. It's not because of you.

Lol it's corny I guess, but really, it's not you; it's me, Jehan. :(

[holdmyflowerbaby]

No, I know that, of course. I'm not hurt. It was only a game, after all.

Of course it's you. It's just who you are.

I guess I just tricked myself into thinking you were someone else.

But I'm glad you are who you are. :)

[ohmyyy]

I'm not sure what to say to that. :/

... You promise you're not hurt?

[holdmyflowerbaby]

Yeah. I promise.

I'm out shopping for my 1NS, right? :p

[ohmyyy]

If I can be honest, that doesn't sound like the Jehan I know being convincingly unhurt. :/

But if you promise, then I believe you.

[holdmyflowerbaby]

That's mean.

I'm just curious... you know? You went outside of your comfort zone, so. Maybe I could try to loosen up, too.

That's all.

[ohmyyy]

I'm sorry.

I think what you're doing is very admirable, so long as you're not just trying to prove something to yourself, okay?

I just don't want to see you hurt, Jehan. :(

[holdmyflowerbaby]

Thank you, Marcy, but it's not your concern, okay? I'm fine.

[ohmyyy]

Okay.

Just know I'm always here to talk if you feel up to it, all right?

You'll always hold a very special place in my heart, even if we're just friends.

[holdmyflowerbaby]

[Twist the knife, why don't you.]

Right. :)

[ohmyyy]

[ Jehan almost got Marcel off with that shopping stint, hush. ]

:)

Good night, Jehan. Sweet dreams, and talk to you again soon.

♥

[holdmyflowerbaby]

Sweet dreams, Marcy.

♥